How do I feel? Is this even real? How can this be... Always happening to me? Looking for change Feeling kinda strange Walking outside, feelin like I died Whats come over me? Chasin the pain With vodka shots every day Taking a hold but this feeling still grows Will I ever be free? I see all the faces Staring at me from places, I'll never go, cause I'm feeling so low When will they see Chorus I just want to be Everything I can be Chase my dreams, to live wild and free Apart from this pain, the anxiety game Enjoying the day, and whatever it brings Staring a hole In the wall in front of me Trying to gain, some strength to brave A walk down the road, just to see whats to see Maybe one day, I'll never feel this way Never break down in fear never judge if its real What screamin in my brain and takin over me Chorus I just want to be Everything I can be Chase my dreams, to live wild and free Apart from this pain, the anxiety game Enjoying the day, and whatever it brings Bridge Tell me I'm crazy, I know that its true Everything in my head, tells me I'm a fool For trying to be, everything I can be But I gotta try, cause one day I might see Chorus I just want to be Everything I can be Chase my dreams, to live wild and free Apart from this pain, the anxiety game Enjoying the day, and whatever it brings