(Verse 1) Dark Angel Music I grew up in a house where the silence would scream Empty plates on the table, broken hopes in between Every night felt cold, even under the heat Learned to stand on my own, no one else on my feet Hallways full of faces but they never saw me Just a ghost in the crowd, like I’m where I shouldn’t be Laughs in the distance, but they never came close I was fighting my demons, they were raising a toast (Pre-Chorus) I kept asking God, “what I do to deserve this?” Every scar on my heart got a story beneath it Tried to hold on, but the grip keep slipping Now I’m stuck in my head and the pain keep dripping (Chorus) I got no friends, no light, no reason to stay Every night feel the same, just fade into gray I been screaming inside but got nothing to say Tell me why I should fight if I’m losing anyway I been lost, I been numb, I been breaking alone Built walls so high, now I’m stuck in my zone If I disappear now, would it even be wrong? When there’s no one around and no place I belong (Verse 2) Used to wish on the stars but they never replied Now I just watch ‘em fall like the tears that I hide Every memory cut like a blade to the skin And I learned real quick never trust from within No calls on my phone, no name on the screen Just me and my thoughts in a war I can’t win Tried to open my heart but it shattered instead Now I’m piecing together what’s left in my head (Pre-Chorus) They say “it gets better,” but when does it change? When the hurt feel permanent, stuck in your veins I been holding my breath just to make it a day But I’m tired of fighting just to feel okay (Chorus) I got no friends, no light, no reason to stay Every night feel the same, just fade into gray I been screaming inside but got nothing to say Tell me why I should fight if I’m losing anyway I been lost, I been numb, I been breaking alone Built walls so high, now I’m stuck in my zone If I disappear now, would it even be wrong? When there’s no one around and no place I belong (Bridge) But there’s a voice real low that I try to ignore Saying maybe there’s something I ain’t seen before Even broken hearts still beat in the dark Even lost souls somehow leave a mark I don’t know if it’s hope or just fear of the end But it’s keeping me here, guess I’ll try once again (Outro / Chorus Soft) I got no friends… but I’m still breathing today Even lost in the dark, maybe I’ll find a way If there’s something out there, give me one little sign ‘Cause I’m barely holding on… but I’m still trying to try