(Song Title: Calculus & Regret)
(Intro - Fingerpicked Acoustic Guitar with a slightly mournful tone)
(Quietly)
Twenty-two… a blueprint bright,
A project lead in neon light.
Corporate climb, a steady pace,
Another rung in this gilded race.
Junior college nights, a weary mind,
Leaving ambition far behind.
(Verse 1 - Soft Vocals, building slightly)
The spreadsheets blurred, the deadlines tight,
Another meeting, another fight.
A flicker of hope, a different view,
English Two, and Candace too.
Sunlight caught her auburn hair,
And suddenly, the world felt rare.
(Chorus - Slightly more layered vocals, strings enter subtly)
But silence held me in its sway,
A shy confession I couldn’t say.
The clock ticked on, a fading chime,
Lost in the echoes of passing time.
Calculus and regret entwined,
A chance unseized, left far behind.
(Verse 2 - Back to softer vocals)
Full load classes, daybreak's call,
Watching her across the lecture hall.
The pressure mounted, a silent plea,
To break the ice, just to be free.
Then in the waiting room, a sudden chance,
A hesitant smile, a nervous glance.
(Verse 3 - Slightly more animated vocals)
"Calculus," I stammered, feeling weak,
“Can apply beyond what engineers seek.”
Her words like sunlight, sharp and clear,
Revealing depths I held so dear.
More than beauty, a brilliant mind,
A connection lost, left far behind.
(Chorus - Slightly more layered vocals, strings enter subtly)
But silence held me in its sway,
A shy confession I couldn’t say.
The clock ticked on, a fading chime,
Lost in the echoes of passing time.
Calculus and regret entwined,
A chance unseized, left far behind.
(Bridge - Tempo slows slightly, more introspective vocals)
Years spun onward, a dizzying flight,
Ambition crumbled into endless night.
The career dissolved, the future frayed,
A tumbleweed lost, a life betrayed.
Stability found, but hollow and cold,
A story unfinished, never to be told.
(Verse 4 - Quiet vocals, almost spoken)
Sixty-seven now, the twilight nears,
Haunted by whispers of bygone years.
Then a tiny meow outside my door,
A tabby kitten, wanting more.
FIP’s shadow, a desperate fight,
Against the darkness, for a fragile light.
(Outro - Acoustic guitar returns to intro melody, vocals fade out)
(Quietly)
So all this noise to save a cat? But what of Candace? A lost embrace...
If I had spoken then, so long ago, that damn cat would be dead.
Calculus and regret…
Regret…