I look out and the sky’s so grey My friends and my family all gone away There are lines now on my face from age But the ones that got me here, are out there on that plate Now here I am a livin’ with all this guilt and shame… It’s an awful, awful lonely place you see… I’ve struggled all these years to find the man I used to be I long since remember, all the hurt that was on your face I know that I could never tell you how we got this way I guess I never found the nerve, cause I didn’t know what to say… (Chorus) Well I know that I’m still missing the kids and you Kicking that nasty habit, was all I had to do Now here I am a sittin’ in this damned ‘ol ugly room Looking at everything…from a cocaine point of view As the years went by and the money left the bank There was no one left to blame, and only me to thank The trust was gone as was respect Not sure what I did expect..from you Cause you weren’t seeing things…from my cocaine point of view The guilt was truly tearing me apart Cause if nothin’ else, I knew I broke your heart You thought that I didn’t care, but honey I can swear There ain’t nothin’ farther from the truth If I had my way right now, I’d still be holding you (Chorus) Well I know that I’m still missing the kids and you Kicking that nasty habit, was all I had to do Now here I am a sittin’ in this damned ‘ol ugly room Looking at everything…from a cocaine point of view I’m finally standing on my feet somehow I think I’ve beat this darkness for now….it’s true The light that I followed was you I’m looking at many things without a cocaine point of view.. (Partial Chorus) Well I know I’m still missing the kids and you… Kicking that nasty habit was…all…I…had…to do.