[Intro – soft rain on window, clean guitar arpeggio] (Instrumental Solo) [Verse 1 – quiet breathy vocals, sparse guitar] Your mug still sits beside the sink Three weeks now I don't touch the thing I sleep on the right side of the bed Even though you took the left when you left I still pause before I turn the key For half a second I expect you there [Verse 2 – soft bass enters, voice cracks slightly] I don't answer when the phone rings I check your location twice an hour I threw out all the records we liked But I still hum that song in the shower Last night I screamed at your ghost at 4am Then cried because you couldn't hear me [Pre-Chorus – guitar swells quiet, voice tightens] I don't know what I want anymore I don't know how to feel anything I just know it burns right through my chest Every single god damn minute [Chorus – full band crashes in, raw screaming vocals] I hate that I still need you I hate that you got free I want you to come home I want you to hurt like me I can't let you go I can't forgive you for leaving You saved me once Now you're the thing that's killing me [Verse 3 – pull back to quiet guitar only] You left all your socks in the top drawer I still fold them every sunday night The silence here is so god damn loud I can hear you breathing in the other room You said we were burning too bright You didn't tell me I'd burn alone [Pre-Chorus – slow build, voice shaking] I don't pray for us to fix this I don't pray for you to be okay I just lay here and I wait For this weight to finally break [Chorus – heavier, more broken, guitar feedback] I hate that I still need you I hate that you got free I want you to come home I want you to hurt like me I can't let you go I can't forgive you for leaving You saved me once Now you're the thing that's killing me [Bridge – almost silent, just voice and faint guitar] I saw you at the store last tuesday I hid behind the cereal aisle You looked like you were sleeping fine You looked like you never even tried I still love you I still hate you I don't know which one is worse [Solo – distorted crying guitar, slow, raw] (Instrumental Solo) [Final Chorus – half broken, voice giving out, drums fade halfway] I hate that I still need you I hate that you got free I want you to come home I want you to hurt like me I can't let you go I can't forgive you for leaving You saved me once Now you're the thing that's killing me [Outro – just quiet guitar, rain, almost whispered] The mug is still there I'm still here Nobody won Nobody won