Verse 1 I was nineteen, totally green You came and swept me off my feet I thought it was love, utterly real It was an illusion steeped in deceit While I was falling, deep, deep down You kept control of all the feels Every promise, every frown Just empty words laced with steel bridge You were my first of everything First love, first to commit First to break my heart to shit You ruined me in the worst ways Degraded my worth and self-esteem Man, I must have been delusional Chorus Delu-lu-lu-lu-lusional Blind to your masks, your sweet words, and bullshit All the games you put me through I must have been delusional Delu-lu-lu-lu-lusional Every break-up, make-up, every hurt you gave Caught in your cycle of mind fucks and short change I must have been delusional Verse 2 I remember the first breakup It came out of the blue like a hurricane I hadn’t done anything wrong You just left me singing this dumb song I spent that weekend numb Wondering why we were just done Until I found out who you screwed So yeah, thanks… fair game to you bridge You were my first of everything First in love, first to commit First to break my heart to shit You ruined me in the worst ways Chorus Delu-lu-lu-lu-lusional Blind to your masks, your sweet words, and bullshit All the games you put me through I must have been delusional Delu-lu-lu-lu-lusional Every break-up, make-up, every hurt you gave Caught in your cycle of mind fucks and short change I must have been delusional Verse 3 Because of you, I became pathetic Went back again like I was demented I don't even know what magic you had Looking back, it was some hormonal fad Round and round, the hurt kept coming You were a sadist, and I was something I don't know when I got off that ride But thank the stars for self-worth override bridge You were my first of everything First in love, first to commit First to break my heart to shit You ruined me in the worst ways Degraded my worth and self-esteem Man, I must have been delusional Chorus Delu-lu-lu-lu-lusional Blind to your masks, your sweet words, and bullshit All the games you put me through I must have been delusional Delu-lu-lu-lu-lusional Every break-up, make-up, every hurt you gave Caught in your cycle of mind fucks and short change I'm done being delusional