Verse Didn't understand what I what signing up to do Thought I was chasin dreams, but misunderstood It's not like the movies, but demons in my head for good Now I'm left broken picking up pieces, I'm like drift wood Verse I left my soul now I don't know what to say left my friends, left brothers they're all dead No one said it'd be this way Stars and stripes mean nothing to me today Chorus Wish I had known, what serving would really mean Left me broken left praying for just a little peace Now I'm scared to be alone, but to be alone is all I see I'm on my knees, praying please God forgive me Verse So many nights so many fights in my head I can't see, any relief, cause they're all dead My brothers lie next to me I see the faces, broken bodies next to me Chorus Wish I had known, what serving would really mean Left me broken left praying for just a little peace Now I'm scared to be alone, but to be alone is all I see I'm on my knees, praying please God forgive me Verse No one ones wins this fight We all just might, go insane tryin again, to make amends I feel like such a child, in a mans war left to fight But I know, I can go, to the place I've been before in the back of my mind! Verse Who are you, who are they, to say I'm hero, when I've paid With my brothers life, and innocent blood, I'm not the same, never will be again Oh my God I'm Losing My life...my innocence to them Bridge Tell the kids, you fight for us When they know its dangerous Even if we make it home We're so fucked up Everything in our heads might kill us solo Chorus Wish I had known, what serving would really mean Left me broken left praying for just a little peace Now I'm scared to be alone, but to be alone is all I see I'm on my knees, praying God please forgive me Outro God Forgive Me! I'm so broken I can't speak! Pick me up I'm so weak! Save me from this pain, please.